Classified:S.S.D. Chapter 1: Choices

Classified: Sera's Secret Diary: Chapter 1: Choices

Integra smirked as she saw all  her pathetic man quivering at her glare. "Alright then. Let's begin."


"Chapter 1: Choices

I still can't believe that I, Seras Victoria, am a vampire. I get the willies just thinking about how I am pretty much an animated walking corpse.

The worst part is that I have no one to blame but myself for this.  I made the choice. That's right. Me. Me. Me. Me. Me.

So what lead up to my bloody (no pun intended) fate. Well, we have to go about a week before I met my master."

Alucard snickered. "So sad, the police girl doesn't want to skip straight to the good part but I guess she's just saving the best part for last.

"Best Part?" Pip asked as he scratched his head.

Walter fixed his monocle as he replied. " He's referring to her death."

"Oh…" Pip stated for a second until he suddenly grew angry. "OYE! HOW IN THE HELL IS THAT THE GOOD PART?"

"You see my perverted freckled Frenchman, it's good for me. I mean not it's not everyday I get to drink one hundred percent fresh virigin blood from a young lady. This type of blood is a very rare treat indeed. " Alucard stated as sipped on a new blood pack.

Integra gave the men a death glare and announced. "Are you all done chatting? "

Alucard gave his master a toothy grin and she muttered a curse word under her breath and continued.

"Remember how I said I barely graduated three months ago from the Police Academy and transferred into the London Police? Well, for three months I can honestly say I was never happier.

Sure there were the occasional teases and dirty jokes among the policemen about like the "Penial" code and "I had the right to remain sexy" and who can forget the infamous nickname I was given on the first day: Kitten.

But they all respected me and they were even kind enough to always watch my back.  I even made two friends there, Simon and Eddie.

Those two were best friends since they were children and were inseparable despite their opposite personalities. They came up to me the minute I stepped foot into the police station and we pretty close buddies for three months which made me happy since I considered them my first real friends.

Anyway, back to the story. A week before, I heard from one of the lieutenants that there's been too many "Missing People's Reports" all over a certain town called Cheddar Village. The Cheddar Village Police Station were overloaded with work and wired our lieutenant for some help with these cases.

At first Simon and Eddie suggested that maybe the missing people were just some kind of religious group cult that wanted to gain attention or something stupid like that.
I can't say I'm physic or anything cause I'm not. Yet, I remember having a really bad feeling the moment I heard about all those missing people's reports. It just didn't sound right.

Apparently, my negative feelings were only about to get worse.

About six days later, I came to work late (since it was my turn to bring in donuts and coffee for everyone), I was greeted with narrowed and gloomy gazes.

I'm not gonna lie.

I was panicking on the inside. I thought everyone might have found that little doodle I drew of Matthew Collins, some middle aged grumpy man who is the boss's secretary but he sometimes thinks he's second in command.

Fortunately they never found it since I remembered I had it in my other notebook. (If they did, I would have been sent to Janitor duty for a week.  And let me tell you I have fought zombies for about three months and their smell is NOTHING compared to that ungodly bathroom in the police station. YUCK.) "

"I know what she means…" Walter interrupted as he shuddered at remembering his fifty-four years of cleaning up the foul smells in all the Hellsing Military Men's bathrooms.

Pip nodded. "Very true. Actually before I became a mercenary, I worked in a restaurant as a teenager in France in some low down Café. Oye Merdi! Let me tell you, I have cleaned things that I did not even think was possible to come out of a human ass…What's worse I only cleaned out the Women's bathroom and I do not EVEN want to know what the Men's bathroom looked like. So being the noble man that I am, I ran out of that café and quit on my first day on the job."

Integra gave Pip a very confused and slightly disturbed look while Alucard snorted in disgust. "Humans are so disgusting. Eating their putrid human food and then shitting their guts out to no end makes me want eat my vomit and vomit the vomit and-"

"DAMN IT ALUCARD, THERE'S NO NEED TO GO ON ANY FURTHER! " Integra shouted as she covered her face with one hand trying to get that mental picture of her head.

"What? I am only saying that you lots are a bunch of whiners. Back in my day, which was like over five hundred years ago, we had no plumbing systems. The World was our toilet." Alucard stated as he causally twirled his index finger and continued.

"Shit in the side walks, Shit in the forests, Shit in the alley ways, even shitting in the shit. I mean the whole ground was filled with shit. Only the rich had buckets to shit on and even then, they threw their shitty shits outside the shitty window to the shitty ground. The very same ground where the vegetables grew, which the animals ate from, which the humans kill and eat from and thus repeating this never ending shitty cycle. Just shitting the shit shit shit-"

"WE GET IT!!!" Integra and Pip said in unison while Walter looked slightly green and he was going to puke then and there.

Alucard laughed. "I'm so SORRY. Let's get on with the story shall we?"

Integra gave him a dirty look as she grabbed the book from the table and continued.


"Unfortunately however, we had some bad news in our morning meeting. To all our horror, one of the policemen in Cheddar Village reported they found thirty bodies under some abandoned ditch near the outskirts of the village.

The worst part was when we were told about another forty M.P.R.'s were recently reported. In short, seventy people were missing total, thirty were killed, and forty were still missing.

It was official. A sadistic serial killer was on the loose.

After the meeting, our captain and lieutenant immediately began sending their top twenty investigators and policemen to Cheddar Village into two equal teams. The rest of us were all to sit and wait unless we were called.  

Meanwhile Simon, Eddie, and I were in charge of organizing the M.P.R.'s in two separate piles: "The Still Missing" piles and "The Body Found" piles. After that,  we all had to divide up the "Body Found" piles equally and separately we had to go tell each of their family the horrible news.

The people in my list were mostly parents…ironically. Five fathers and Five mothers. It broke my heart telling the families that their loved ones were found dead. It broke my heart watching the husband and wife along with their children all broke down in tears together.

I wanted to tell them that I shared their pain. That I knew what was it like to lose a father and a mother. I wanted to tell them the personal hell I went through.

But instead, all I could do was watch them because at that moment I knew that despite losing one parent, they still had the other and they'll find a way to go through the pain…together. Something I never had. But at least I am glad these little ones still had one parent to rely on. They will never have to experience the horrors of being on your own out in the world or endure harsh struggles in an orphanage. "

A muffled sniffle suddenly alarmed Integra and she looked at Pip Bernadotte looking away.

"Captain Bernadotte? Are you crying?" The iron maiden asked wide eyed.

"NO!" Pip replied harshly as he rubbed his watery eye. "Just got some cigarette ash in my eye. That's all."

Alucard gave a devilish smile. "But you weren't smoking."

Walter chuckled at a pissed off Pip and sighed. " I don't blame you Captain Bernadotte. It's kind of sad learning all these things about her. We normally don't see this side of her at all. Just her overly playful and sweet side."

Integra gave a sorrowful look before she continued.

"When I was finished and expecting to go back to my apartment to just sleep the dreadful day away, I run into Eddie and Simon who were both looking for me because we  and along with other new recruits were summoned for an urgent meeting.

Remember that search team the top twenty investigators that were separated into two equal teams and sent to Cheddar Village? Cheddar Village phoned us some terrifying news. All the members of the teams had on cellular phones just in case of emergency. The two teams arrived in Cheddar Village Police Station, gave them an extra phone so they can inform them what was going every few hours.

Not one phone call was made in the entire day. At first, The Cheddar Police thought maybe there was just bad reception. But towards twilight the phone rang. When one of the police members answered all what could be heard were bloodcurdling screams and screeching in the background as gunshots fired amongst the background. Then faintly you can  hear a somewhat sadistic laughter s well as numbers of slow and gentle moaning right before the phone went dead.

Immediately everyone in the police station were in a state of shock. Our Captain was now convinced it was a bunch of very skilled and mentally ill serial killers on the loose. Our mission for the recruits now was  to prepare and to head down to Cheddar Village after sunset tomorrow night.

I remember returning to my apartment that night not believing what was happening. It was like some horrible nightmare. I was waiting for someone from work to say this was some sick prank and it was all just a joke.

The knot in my stomach was the only thing that was telling me that this was real and that whatever I was going to encounter tomorrow will most likely change my life forever.

Boy was I ever right.

I remember I woke up early in the morning, taking a long shower, and slowly changing into a pink coat that I bought not to long ago along with some solid black tights and warm gray boots.

That morning I walked down the street, passing by the local shops, greeting the kind baker and his wife who took a liking to me when I came to the city. They always gave me free of the freshly made goods everyday since they thought I was sweet and adorable and said they thought of me as the daughter they never had. I remember how they gave me that day my favorite treat: fresh homemade sweet sticky buns that melt in your mouth. Yummy.

As I was walking by eating one of treats slowly that morning, I noticed how I had the urge to go to the park and smell the fresh pine tress. I remember sitting at the bench in the park watching the little pond that glittered as the ripples swished and swirled in motion. I also remember watching all the happy families that were spending time together, laughing, and smiling at whatever silly joke was said.  

I also remember as I got up after eating, how beautiful the sky looked. It wasn't the usual grayish color but a sparkly blue color. Huge and cotton candy white clouds were surrounding the sky as the sun illuminated it's soft warm rays at me. I remember walking with my eyes closed absorbing the warmth and felt at ease for a moment.

Then I knew somehow whatever what was going to happen tonight in the mission that somehow I'll make it through. That I wouldn't leave the life I was living behind…that somehow, despite the past, I will try to finally get the happy life that I always wanted. "

Integra sighed. "So sad how she remembers that her last day in the daytime so well."

Everyone in the room nodded and she continued.


"But I didn't make it through…

He murdered all my comrades, he murdered Simon and Eddie, he murdered all those innocent people who had people who cared for them and then the ghouls attacked the last police he was after me.

No matter how fast I ran, or no matter how many times I shot that damn vampire priest, he kept on chasing..."playing"... with me. He kept laughing amongst the forest in that pitch-black sky that night.

The only thing that kept helping me move forward was the full moon that night. I thought if somehow I could follow that source of light, then maybe all hope wasn't lost.

I remember the minute I escaped the forest into an abandoned clearing that was when all hell broke loose.

The ghouls were surrounding me. They were swarming by the numbers. The priest appeared and glided every direction and then suddenly appeared in front of me. He gave me a dirty disgusting grin as he began to taunt me about how he was going to have his way with me while inappropriately touching me. I mean he was practically laughing as she squeezed the life out of one my boobs…talk about copping a feel in a whole new level…That bloody pervert. I would not mind seeing him alive again only to kill him myself."

"THAT BASTARD!" Pip hollered in anger.

Alucard raised his eyebrow. "Why so upset?"

Pip looked at him in disbelief. "Why? WHY? What kind of sick fuck does that to a poor woman? Let alone to a poor girl like our Mignonette?"

"I agree but I think you're pissed because even a priest touched her boobs and you can't even stand three feet close to her without getting punched."

Walter and Integra stared a blushing Pip who slumped back down.

"I may be a pig but I am no sick fuck like him. I would never force a woman to do anything she didn't like."

Integra smiled at Pip. "Very noble of you."

"Pfftt. Noble pervs…Yeah right." Alucard muttered as Walter laughed. "No need to pay attention to him Captain Bernadotte."

Pip shrugged. "I have my own "Bernadotte charm" but I wish I had that gentlemen thing like you Walter. Women love that in a man."  

Alucard  shrieked with laughter. "Him? Gentleman? Well he is now but you should have seen this man in his youth. Damn, he had his way with so many women I'm pretty sure half the Sexual Diseases out there were caused by him-"

"ALCUARD!!! " Integra shouted as she covered her eyes. "I REALLY don't want to hear about Walter's…love life in his youth. Please. This is terribly wrong. He's like a second father to me. Enough now!"

Walter was slightly pink as he adjusted his tie to let out air. "Sir…If you please."

He gestured for the book and she quickly grabbed it, shaking the disturbing thought of Walter being sexually active.

"At this point I didn't have the strength to fight him. I even shot his face to see if I was able to escape…It did a lot of damage but the second he healed from that wound, I knew for sure I was a goner.

He then kept whispering at me how he was going to enjoy ravishing and killing me.

In that moment I remember how badly I realized that this was it. Tonight I was going to die. That this is how it was going to end for me. To die in arms of a sick bastard who was going to do all the things like those criminals had done with my parents.

The only difference was when I was gone; no one was going to miss me. I thought for a second it was all for the best. I was going to die a slow death, but at least my suffering will end. That maybe this was my destined fate to die. If I was going to die, I would die honorably and with a peaceful state of mind that I knew I at least tried to live.

I was in position to attack since the priest had my arms behind my back and my legs were exhausted from the running. So I did the next best thing.

I screamed. I screamed so loud. Hoping…Praying…That Someone…Anyone would hear me. I knew it would probably be to late for anyone to save me but I hoped someone would be able to stop and kill this priest.

Little did I know, that for once in a really long time, my prayers were answered quickly.

He was an extremely tall man. One of the tallest men I have ever seen. He had the most unusual red outfit. He casually walked into the scene with smirk on his face. I remember he wore those gleaming orange glassed and that choppy mid length hair.

My future Master…Alucard. "

Alucard happily clapped. "I made it! My first appearance!"

"No shit, Sherlock." Integra said as she threw her cigar at him to calm him down.

Walter chuckled. "Good timing as always."

"I know…" Pip stated laughing. "How does he do it? "

Integra shook her head. "Please don't encourage him. He'll only get an ego boost if you praise him for his abilities."

Alucard snickered. "I couldn't tell you even if I wanted too. It's vampire thing. I believe the best way I could explain it is our senses our way powerful than any creature on earth."

He then pointed at Walter. "I know he has some idea of it. After all, he's been a vampire hunter when he was teenager. He's the only human who has ever come close to being to understand what it means to walk among the dead."

Walter beamed. "It pleases me to here you say that."

"Too bad, he's getting old and losing half his memory and I'm sure he's not even sure what's happening this very moment. But he's alive still so that's all that matters, right? " The No Life King dryly stated as he gave a bored expression.

The Angel of Death immediately gave him quick glare at his back handed compliment. Pip tried to suppress his laughter and immediately switched to choking while Integra pressed her lips in anger.

"ALUCARD! APOLOGIZE TO WALTER RIGHT THIS INSTANT!"

Walter smiled sweetly to his master as she slammed the table. "HE CAN'T HELP IT IF HE'S AN AGING HUMAN! WITH THAT KIND OF HONOR COMES SACRIFICES LIKE WRINKLES, LOSE OF HAIR, BACK PAINS, AND ESPECIALLY EATTING MORE DRIED PLUMS IN ORDER TO USE THE BATHROOM PROPERLY! "

The Hellsing Butler turned scarlet and then buried his face in his gloved hands. Clearly all they saw in him was a helpless geezer.

"Sir Integra…Why don't you just keep on reading huh?" Walter whispered as he refused to look up at anyone.

"Huh? Oh right." She said as she turned to the right page.

"I looked directly at him, hoping he was going to save me, or more importantly to at least kill this monster.
To my shock however, I realized he was no ordinary human either. Then among the conversation the two men had, I realized that this man was a vampire too.

I felt like a sense of dread. All of a sudden he asked me the strangest question of all.

"Are you a Virgin?"

I remember thinking was this guy seriously asking me this question.  Not a "are you okay?" or "don't move" or "Everything is going to be okay." He just asked me if I was a virgin. What. The. Hell.

Is this guy being serious? First I get freakin molested by some forty five year old dead man and now I have this lanky dude (who I admit has some undeniable kickass  steam punk outfit) who was asking me if I was pure? Now I was scared if that if this dude would kill the pervy priest if he was planning to rape and kill me too. "

"The priest began shaking and called my master a bastard and then he now shouted the question to me. I nodded and stuttered yes and then…

BAM

That was all it took. One shot. One perfect shot. To kill the priest instantly. The same shot that pierced one of my lungs.

The smell of blood awoke me from the shock of what just happened. The pain was too much. I shivered as I realized I could feel the blood draining all over my body.

I knew I was dying. I thought that if the priest died I would be happy. I wasn't. I remember how devastated I was because I never realized how much I wanted to live. I began regretting all the bad things I did in my life and how I took the simple in pleasures for life for granted.  

My master was walking towards me and knelt down me. He apologized about shooting me and how I was quickly dying. I looked at him and knew despite the emotionless look on his face, the way he expressed his apology was genuine and I wanted to tell him I never blamed him for doing what he did.

He then said something else. He said. "The Choice was mine. What did I want to do? "  

At first I didn't understand what he meant.

But then…My whole life flashed before me, The good and the bad. I realized now that my true wish. I didn't want to die. I wanted more than anything to live a happily life. To honor my parents and to defend the innocent from people like this.

Than I knew in an instant: He was asking me if I wanted to die as a human or to live like a vampire.

I remember making the choice that I wasn't going to give up. I still had so many things in this world I had to do and I knew deep in my heart, I just didn't want my life to end miserably like this.

Words couldn't come out of my mouth. I was losing too much blood and I didn't want to force myself too much. All I could do was lift my blood stained hand to reach out to his perfectly large white one.

I knew that somehow I was going to be okay. That this man would save me somehow and I began to feel at ease.

Then I closed my eyes and everything turned black."


Integra closed her eyes. "That was the end of that chapter."

"She was so delicious." Alucard loudly groaned as he licked his lips. "Best meal I had in a while. One hundred percent virgin blood. Better than any wine in the world."

Walter shook his head. "Alucard really."

Integra nodded. " I know, You talk as if Seras is a living and breathing blood pack."

"ALRIGHT! IT'S MY TURN!!!" Pip stated as he took the book from Integra's side of the desk as he leaned back in the chair.

"This will be pretty awkward because of my accent but I think it'll be interesting, no?" Pip asked as he laughed.

"Yeah, Yeah. Just Shut up and read!" The No Life eagerly stated. "I'm the first one she's going to talk about."

Pip rolled his eyes. "And I thought I had a big ego…Alright, Alright."

He smiled as he read aloud.

" Chapter 2: Master Alucard. "

To be continued.