Always-GinxRan Poem

"Always... Love About You."

GinXRan Poem (Rangiku's POV)



You always left without saying a word,
Always leaving me behind.
That's the one thing I always hated about you,
because you were always on my mind.

When we met as children,
you were always at my side.
But all those years we grew up together,
I always knew you had something to hide.

But I just smiled and so did you.
I knew there was nothing I could do.

Then one day
I never saw it coming
How your sudden choice of betrayal lead
to what you were becoming

I held your hand
Telling you not to move
I wanted to hear it for myself
what was it you were trying to prove

But you only smiled, facing me with closed eyes.
Hiding once again your secrets and lies.


"How unfortunate…If only you held me a little longer," you calmly said.
"Goodbye…I'm sorry" Those final words, repeating in my head.


Many months have passed by,
And yet I never understood.
Why you betrayed me so suddenly…
I thought you were good.

But I prepared myself to see you again
Hoping you would make my suffering end.


Finally, You saw me and  I saw you.
At that moment, I knew what I had to do.

But before I could,
You grabbed me and ran
The second you let me go,
I demanded to know what was your plan.

But once again
You did nothing but grin.
You disappeared into thin air
Holding your secrets within.

Moments later I felt so strange,
I suddenly became so alert
I looked around and saw you
laying on the floor...hurt

I began heading towards you,
shocked by your sudden attack  
I began screaming your name
But you wouldn't shout back.

My hands reached out to you,
I wanted more than anything to be by your side.
But to my horor,  I was too late...
You had already died.

I began to shriek and cry
There was huge ache in my heart,
It was all at once I realized,
You were never a traitor from the start.



It's been a month since that day,
when I found out the truth.
About how you were looking out for me
since the beginning of my youth.

I stand here remembering
Your smiling face
Longing to give you
one  final embrace.

But I stand here instead,
Alive as far as I could tell.
I'll never be the same
For now I am not well.

You didn't leave me a keepsake.
Nothing at all to remember you by.
But if you would have, I would have broken down.
Never going forward...just frozen in time.

But you saw though all my weaknesses,
And every other vulnerable part of me too.
But you know, that's what I always have and always will…
Love about you.