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Hey everyone. Sorry it's been such a long time. 

Basically...I quit my job only because my boss sorta asked me too. 

Long story, but to try to make it short: My boss called me in two weeks ago and told me basically she wanted to combine my job with another job, and how I should basically quit as soon as I find something else. Also she said since I graduated it was time for me to leave basically in the most sugar coated way it made me sick. 

I know my boss well enough she was planning to give my job to a friend of hers which is fine. 

But what hurt me the most is she forced me to basically say I should quit and yet despite working for 2 and 1/2 years, we hired an employee who is not only worked there for 6 months, (but she is a two faced liar who sucks up to everyone and then when these people are not there, she talks crap about everyone. Especially my boss) 

She basically would rather have her because she's sociable than me who is quiet but does her job rather than taking frequent breaks 20 mins every hour. 

I remember being in shock the entire work day and this is where it got...I ended up telling my mom and sisters about this. 

I ended up quitting then and there. 

I know what some of you may be thinking. Why didn't I just stay there until I found a job. 

The thing is. I felt hurt. Really hurt. Like I couldn't stand working there knowing my boss wants me out. It really hurt me. 

I never expected to stay at my job forever, but I thought I would leave at my own terms. Rather than being tossed from my boss. 

But I had to get out of there. This was my last straw. I was feeling unhappy to for a while and I felt this really was it. I was currently down since then (two weeks later) but I oddly feel somewhat calm. 

I am applying for other jobs like crazy of course and got an interview yesterday to work in a library. But still looking just in case. I now feel calm and I feel okay now. Not great but certainly better than 2 weeks ago. 

Just wanted to keep you all posted, I'm alive. Ha...

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Girl-In-Disorder
"Girl-In-Disorder"
Artist | Student | Traditional Art
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:bulletpink: Greetings Fellow Deviants! It is I.... Girl-In-Disorder! :bulletpink:


Hope you enjoy some of my art. Also I hope to make alot of friends here! :3:

I love to make comics as you can see (or will see) in my gallery. I also love to draw little what I like to call children's storybook illustrations since I am hoping to become a Preschool Teacher when I grow up. I am known to have two kinds of art styles: anime and child illustrations. I also love to paint and create characters from fabric and sewing.

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:bulletwhite:LIKES AND LOVES:bulletwhite:

:bulletpink:Tv shows:
Freaks and Geeks, Daria, Roseanne, Modern Family, How I met your mother, The Big Bang Theory, Law and Order:SVU, Hey Arnold, As Told By Ginger, Cooking Shows.

:bulletgreen:Movies:
Ghost World, Splender in the Grass, Kick-Ass, The Outsiders, Gidget, The Breakfast Club, SLC Punk, She's the Man, Sense and Sensibility, Toy Story, Sixteen Candles, The Lion King, The Wedding Singer,Tuck Everlasting, 500 Days of Summer, Pretty in Pink, The Iron Giant, Back to the Future, Tangled, Up, Hunger games, Memoirs of a Geisha, Harry Potter (1-7) .

:bulletpink:Music:
The Aquabats, Jack's Mannequin, New Found Glory, Reel Big Fish, Flogging Molly, The Starting Line, The Sounds, The Weepies, Senses Fail, Army of Freshman, The Paper Kites, Lindsey Stirling, Eisley, The Stars, Avenge Sevenfold, Reggie and the Full Effect, Shiny Toy Guns, The Honey Trees, Blink 182, Pearl and the Puppets, Straylight Run, Bim, The White Stripes, Cold Play, She & Him, Hellogoodbye, Secondhand Serenade, Relient K, Boys like Girls, Mika, Regina Spektor Senses Fail, As Tall As Lions, Eyeshine, Classical Music.

:bulletgreen:Books:
The Giver, Gathering Blue, The Messenger, Just Listen, Perks of being a wallflower, Darkest Powers Series (The Summoning, The Awakening, The Reckoning,) Evermore, That Summer, Keeping the Moon, She's Come Undone, Need, Shiver, Hunger Games, Catching Fire, Mockingbird, Memoirs of a Geisha, Becoming Anna.

:bulletpink:Animes/Mangas:
The Girl Who Lept Through Time, Honey and Clover, Fairy Tail, Baccano!, Oban Star Racers, Lovely Complex, Fruit Baskets, Full Metal Panic, Sailor Moon, Hellsing Ovas, Deadman Wonderland, NANA, Eureka 7, Blood+, D Gray Man, Hellsing OVA's, Red Garden, Ouran High School Host Club, Naruto, Bleach, Spice and Wolf, Princess Tutu, GunsxSword, Azumanga Daioh, Air, Wedding Peach, Ninja Nonsense, Code Geass, Emma a Victorian Romance, Blood-C, Hetalia.

:bulletgreen:Random Likes: Drawing, Sketching, Painting, Pinwheels, Ribbons, Bubbles, Sour Gummy Worms, Cookies and Cream Ice Cream, Knitting, Hula Hoops.


DISLIKES: (Warning: Prepare for any upcoming rants you might see XD)

:bulletred:Black Olives (haha I just can't handle them...One time I got 1 black olive on my sandwich and when I ate it...omg I...freaked out! My tastebuds can't handle that kind flavor.

:bulletblack:Disrespectful/Mean people. I can't stand to see others being rude to others for who they are , what they like, or both. I want to live in a more gentle and peaceful world and I really want everyone to be kind to one another.

:bulletred:Twilight (Before I get asked, Yes I read and unfortunately found myself watching the movies to see if it was good but alas, it was worse then the books. In short, I gave it a chance, and well...have a right to criticize after I sat through all that torture! XD But that's my opinion. )

I thought it wasn't possible, but the poor and pathetic acting skills in this movie was worse than five lifetime movies put together. They could have been a little better. haha

BUT...to be nice about the book series, the I liked about that book were three characters. Carlisle, Esme and Emmett...that is all. Sorry twi-gals and guys but real men don't sparkle XD I rest my case.

Note: I respect those who like twilight! I don't dislike people who do. I mean, a few friends of mine are twilight fans after all! ^^

Current Residence: Higgly Shiggly
Favourite genre of music: All types except rap and country
Favourite style of art: Usually Anime or Children's Illustrations
Operating System: Que? XD
Favourite cartoon character: Orihime Inoue -Bleach and Tohru Honda-Fruitbaskets, and Haruhi-Ouran High School Host Club
Personal Quote: "Artists are just children who refuse to put down their crayons."
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  • Mood: Rejected
  • Listening to: What You See - by Seapony
  • Watching: Iron Giant
  • Drinking: Juice
Hey everyone. Sorry it's been such a long time. 

Basically...I quit my job only because my boss sorta asked me too. 

Long story, but to try to make it short: My boss called me in two weeks ago and told me basically she wanted to combine my job with another job, and how I should basically quit as soon as I find something else. Also she said since I graduated it was time for me to leave basically in the most sugar coated way it made me sick. 

I know my boss well enough she was planning to give my job to a friend of hers which is fine. 

But what hurt me the most is she forced me to basically say I should quit and yet despite working for 2 and 1/2 years, we hired an employee who is not only worked there for 6 months, (but she is a two faced liar who sucks up to everyone and then when these people are not there, she talks crap about everyone. Especially my boss) 

She basically would rather have her because she's sociable than me who is quiet but does her job rather than taking frequent breaks 20 mins every hour. 

I remember being in shock the entire work day and this is where it got...I ended up telling my mom and sisters about this. 

I ended up quitting then and there. 

I know what some of you may be thinking. Why didn't I just stay there until I found a job. 

The thing is. I felt hurt. Really hurt. Like I couldn't stand working there knowing my boss wants me out. It really hurt me. 

I never expected to stay at my job forever, but I thought I would leave at my own terms. Rather than being tossed from my boss. 

But I had to get out of there. This was my last straw. I was feeling unhappy to for a while and I felt this really was it. I was currently down since then (two weeks later) but I oddly feel somewhat calm. 

I am applying for other jobs like crazy of course and got an interview yesterday to work in a library. But still looking just in case. I now feel calm and I feel okay now. Not great but certainly better than 2 weeks ago. 

Just wanted to keep you all posted, I'm alive. Ha...

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Elbytron Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I STARTED DEATH PARADE LIKE YOU SAID AND THAT WAS SUCH A HORRIBLE ADVICE!!!

I'M STILL VERY MUCH AT THE BEGINNING BUT I ALREADY CRIED LIKE THREE TIMES?!?!?!
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Girl-In-Disorder Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
ROFLMAO :iconohmyglobplz: 

Oh gurl...It gets better and worse emotionally as it goes on. :lmao: (Dude, I wish I could see your reaction for the episode 3 and for episode 12 especially) Do you have tissues because you will just cry everyday. 

Hahaha Omg. When I started the show was on episode 4 and I watched them in one day. Waiting for the episodes to come out was torture. 

So what'dya think of Decim? *w* Major cutie huh? You don't understand. He's now tied with my love of Stark, Brock. Maybe he's number 1! D: 
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Elbytron Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist Digital Artist
^This was my reaction after episode 3 XD THAT WAS SO CUTE!!! And sad and I was bawling my eyes out and kicking my legs, it was the most wonderful pain. When he still asks her out after the realisation and she's so happy! And then Decim makes that 5 minute joke totally dead pan and EVERYONE BELIEVES IT EVEN ME XDDD And then they part and hold hands and joke around and go their ways and both get sent towards reincarnation and I'm sitting there, losing it, because it's bittersweet. And then the ending just HAS to remind me how cute and precious they are X_X

After that I kinda binge watched through the whole thing. *cough* GOOD THING I HAD THAT OPPORTUNITY, YOU HAD TO WAIT AHAHAhahaha.... I'm so sorry, it must've been torture to wait a week for every episode. I cried a few times more, like when the otaku remembers his foster mom and her saying that she wants him to call her mom just once and he breaks down. "I couln't even do that much for her." BAM, elbytears. Violent and abused quintuple mom missing her children and begging to go back didn't help :( The saddest thing is, that her kids will probably despise her, even in death. And the sadness just keeps happening with this anime.

I like how you mentioned episodes 3 and 12, because to me those are the ones that left the biggest impact. Don't even get me started on the finale T___T I liked Chiyuki through the whole series and when her past gets revealed slowly and it all breaks down over her and she sees her mom at her shrine and he gives her the (fake) choice I felt so strongly with her. If I was in her place, I don't know If I could've pressed that button either. And then it all falls apart, most of all Decim. Chiyuki had every right to be mad at him, but she wasn't, she understood and went to him with love and forgiveness.. That hug... that beautiful hug... when she brushes his hair away and his eyes are so human and she puts her arms around him and I cry so much and so hard and he does too and everyone's crying and it's beautiful. And then she leaves, because she has to and he remains an arbiter, because that's what he is.
I can only recall one moment in animation where I cried equally as hard and that was the scene between Zuko and Iroh at the end of Avatar, you know the one. And this anime pulled that off in 12 episodes and between characters wo aren't even related. I clap my hands at everyone involved with this, well done.

This anime easily became one of my all time favorites.

100% agreement on Decim. Major cutie, perfection in his everything.
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Girl-In-Disorder Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student Traditional Artist
Haha omg I know you were gonna love episode 3. That was so freakin cute. I think in their new lives, they will totally meet again and have their happily ever after. 

Omg Otaku guy (He was pretty cute though. :lmao:) I felt so bad for him and even the mom. She may not have been a good person but I dunno I felt so bad for her in genreal .

How did you feel about episodes 8-9? I remember watching the ending of episode 9, everyone in the fandom on tumblr lost their shit. (It was like the titanic all over again) No one expected it to happen this way and everyone felt so bad for that young guy. He lost his parents, dropped his dreams to get hardworking labor jobs to support himself and sister, but he didn't care so long as Sai was happy and got what she wanted, then out of the blue, Sai gets physically attacked and raped...Then the man who was could have saved her didn't and watched instead...Even when Chiyuki butting in, he still rather choose the void if it meant getting revenge for sai and torturing the man who allowed to ruin Sai and his world...That is so freakin sad. I feel worse for Sai. Can you imagine now she is truly alone in this world and you know she also loved her brother. 

I needed to ask you what your opinion was with Ginti and his view on Mayu. Half of the people hate ginti for sending Mayu to the void since people think he set her up intentionally. However, some say Ginti gave Mayu the choice in order for her to be happy with Harada. Either way, he respected her enough where he made a his own doll of her at the end. 

*sobs* I clapped of happiness when I saw Decim and his Chiyuki doll at the very end. 

Decim's first attempted smile though...So freakin cute. 

Episode 12 of Death Parade is far...crap. I cry every time I see it. The hug man. (I know they had a beautiful bond and as much as I shipped them, I would take their bond/friendship over shipping since what they had was beyond anything in the afterlife world) It was so real. The emotions everything. I can't. 
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MexicaniaiKataraINC Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014  Student General Artist
Happy birthday and Happy New Year.
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Girl-In-Disorder Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
Thank you so much!!! ^^ 
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Elbytron Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
LOK.

AND NARUTO.

I AM SO DONE.
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Girl-In-Disorder Featured By Owner Nov 7, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
:iconohmyglobplz: I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THIS WEEK. JUST SAW LOK  AND JSUT READ IT NARTUO.


Let's Start with LOK. OMG... I am so attracted to Varrick right now more than ever. XD I love how he pretty much burned Baatar Jr. MY HEAR  THIS EPISODE KILLED ME.  (Can we just also talk about Huan Bei-Fong is a perfect adorable baby and must be protected in all costs) 
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WHAT IN THE FREAK FRACK... I WAS NOT PREPARED FOR THIS NARUTO TIME SKIP. OMG OMG OMG 

HOW DID YOU REACT? TELL MEEEEEEEEEHHHHHHH
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Elbytron Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
I feel you! Varrick you crazy genius!!! That subtile wink to Bolin and all those hints and he still didn't get it XD Bolin is just too pure and honest for mind games XD It also showed that Varrick actually was the mastermind. A while ago I read some theory about how Zhu Li was the true brain of the duo but this just showed that it was Varrick and they just had the most awesome connection ever. He misses her so much and finally realized what she did for him, once they face each other again he'll apologize and they'll be a happy team again. (My hope dies last.) Meanwhile she does everything to strengthen her position in Kuvira's army. I begin to doubt if her betrayal really was a scam, maybe she DID change sides? :( I hope not!

YES BAATAR JR DESERVES ALL THE BURNS. I HATE HIM WITH A PASSION. How dare he tell his father to kneel down. HOW DARE HE. This man taught him everything and raised him to be a good man, with love and care. So did the rest of the Beifong family. You don't do that to your family! I felt Baatar's pain when he told his son that he was so disappointed of him. It remineded me of that moment in AtlA when Zuko approaches Iroh in the end and bursts into tears, only that this was the polar opposite of that :(
AND THEN CAME HUAN AND I HAD TO LAUGH AND FELT SO BAD AT THE SAME TIME OMG
"You're crushing my individuality!" XDDDD YES HE IS A PRECIOUS AND SENSITIVE BABY AND MUST BE PROTECTED!!!

Su played right into Kuvira's hands :( Now not only her family is locked away and teared apart, they'll also deconstruct the work of her life, the city of Zaofu. Or what else is "dismantle the domes" supposed to mean?!

It's only logical that they'll go after the United Republic next. It's even outlined on that Lego map of Kuvira :(

AND CAN WE ALSO TALK ABOUT KORRA AND HOW SHE'S OBVIOUSLY NOT HEALED YET?! On one hand I am so pained for her, she deserves her health and needs it now more than ever, on the other hand kudos to the creators for showing that you can't heal a trauma by magically getting rid of the source (the poison), it's not that easy. Very conflicted emotions going on in me.

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OH I DUNNO I WAS JUST SCREAMING AND FLAILING AROUND AT THE CANON SHIP OVERKILL MAYBE?!
TEACHER SHINO AND HIS IGNORED RAMBLINGS ARE MY LIFE BLOOD. THE NARUHINA SON IS JUST LIKE HIS DAD. WTF IS GOING ON WITH THE INOSHIKACHOU!?!?! Shikamaru and Temari wasn't much of a surprise but then there's also tHE SAI-INO AND CHOUJIKARUI?!?!?! HOPY SHIT!!!! Anko got fat XD Awww <3
I WANNA KNOW WHO THE MOTHER OF LEE'S KID IS. WHO IS IT. I MUST KNOW. THIS IS VITAL TO ME. IS IT TENTEN? SOMEHOW I HAVE A HARD TIME BELIEVING THAT. I WISH HE WOULD'VE ENDED UP WITH SAKURA
Speaking of Sakura: BIGGEST WTF IN THE WHOLE SERIES! So she is a housewife now?! AND WITH SASUKE. OF COURSE, AS IF THAT SHIP WASN'T FORCED ENOUGH. AND THEIR DAUGHTER ACTS LIKE KARIN.
???????
OKAY?????
NOT SO PUMPED ABOUT THIS DEVELOPMENT.
SASUKE LOOKS HOT NOW BUT I MEAN COME ON, HE STILL HASN'T REDEEMED HIMSELF IN MY EYES. SO NOW HE'S LEAVING HIS WIFE AND DAUGHTER BACK ALONE TO ENJOY HIS MIDLIFE CRISIS OR WHAT?!
WHO IS THAT WOMAN NEXT TO KIBA AM I SUPPOSED TO KNOW HER?! KIBA LOOKS FANTASTIC. AKAMARU NOT SO MUCH :( AND LOOK AT ALL THE KAGES <3 WHAT A BUNCH.

I'M HAPPY THAT NARUTO FINALLY FULFILLED HIS DREAM AND I HOPE THE PEACE WILL LAST.
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Girl-In-Disorder Featured By Owner Nov 8, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
I think Zhu Li is totally double crossing Kuvira. I noticed they kept hinting her a lot in the episodes trying ton convince the audience she has changed for good but there is something in her expression, I know she does not agree with Kuvira. Maybe she won't go to Varrick but she knows what Kuvira doing is not great and I feel Zhu-Li will be the one to hoodwink Kuvira. 


Baatar is a dumbass. I'm sorry. I though his purpose for this betrayal was to not become a shadow. Sure he is not a shadow of his parents but he does realize he's Kuvira's shadow now right? XD Sure he's second in command but he's still one step behind another person. I really need Toph, Lin or someone to say this to him. :lmao:  Poor Baatar Sr. The pain when he said that and the look of pity he gave to Baatar Jr. Ugh Baatar Jr is such a whiny bitch and no wonder he has issues... he's all talk and not science or discovery.

Huan is love....Huan is life. (I loved him teaching the air babies about art. Huan loves kids too. UGH! He's so precious) 

Poor Korra. She still has some things to overcome but I know when she will fully recover, she will go Kyoshi in Kuvira's army. 

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Shino-Sensei is everything I hoped and it is even better than I dreamed. (Damn he got cuter too) 

I want to say the new inoshikacho is adorable..omg Choji's daughter is a sassy precious thing and she must also be protected in all costs. 

Now onto the ships...WTF I feel like I got slapped with ships. 

InoxSai I never knew they were gonna be a thing but their son is kinda cute so lmao. Temari X Shino was so canon no surprise there, the shika clan loves their strong women. ;D  ChojiKarui is the cutest thing ever so I ship it so hard. I didn't even know it was a ship but I'm glad! OMG Lee with either his student but most likely his child made my heart soar more than anything. His mama must be epic and or such a sweet hear and I cry knowing this. ( I also shipped Sakura with Lee. It's so cute. He would make any woman such a wonderful husband). 

Kiba my sweet hot baby...I love you even more now than ever. I think she might be a anime character maybe she appeared in the manga? xD But they do look cute together so I am expecting children! Everyone must have children in naruto! It is law! XD 

I was not really happy at the SakuSasu (it's weird because I do enjoy SakuSasu fanart...but not the ship a lot :lmao:) It was like Meh...

I felt Sasuke didn't atone for his sins. I get it he went on a journey to do things right but I would have maybe liked to see this....I don't know. It's like he didn't suffer for what he has done to others. It's weird why their daughter has glasses like Karin's but I guess it was to humor the Karin x Sasuke fans. As for Sakura...she deserves better than sasuke but I get they were going for her love for him was loyal and pure...bleh. 

NEIJI DID NOT DIE FOR THIS! OMG WASTE OF DEATH. I'M PISSED. 

Naruto...you dream came true <3 I'm so happy. The NaruHina...So I guess I don't know if you heard but the 10th Naruto move called "The Last" is gonna be a love story between Naruto and Hinata. I guess this takes 2 years after the battle in the manga, and Hinata gets taken and I guess Naruto goes on a rescue mission to save hinata and will I guess he realizes he loves her.  (Lmao I am planning to watch this to see it because this is a first ever romance motive movie, so of course I'm gonna see it and maybe will will see other ships getting together in this movie. Plus we see Kakashi as Hokage in uniform and all)
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